I think you should break up with him.He is just fuking lazy guy...When I was in Japan,I use to be like you.I always felt lonlyness,so I had a boyfriend who liked me very much...but I had never loved him....I understand your thinking. How come did you come to Canada? I guess you wanted to have a great experience,or change your life in Canada.You had better start your life by yourself... Don’t be affraid!