Hello! I am suffering Mental illness (Schizophrenia) over 10 years. During this 10 years, I have to deal many obstacles. I dropped out from college since my GPA score was low. My ex gf left me 7 years ago and I never can't get a stable job. I understood this society doesn't need me. I can't be positive and I am such a failure for everything. I can't see any bright future in this city. I wish I can disappear in this world now.

It doesn't matter you want to be my friend or not. I hope someone can understand my suffering and willing to speak to me.

Thank you for reading!

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At this present time, there is no cure for Schizophrenia,unfortunately.
Taking medication is only way to stabilize your mental health. Are you taking medication?
It's not your fault that you are Schizo.
I went through manic depression once and I was miserable, I thought about committing suicide all the time, but I am glad that I did not do that.

Just remember, there is always hope and bright side in your life. Take it easy.
Don't think you are a failure. Do something that make you happy.

Anything make you feel better.

Be easy on yourself!