Maybe you’ve had a bad experience in the past and you won’t allow yourself to get hurt again. Or maybe you want a boyfriend for the wrong reasons. How about finding just a friend that is a guy? I’d be happy to introduce you to lots of nice guys.. :o-
Being friends is always the best way to start. If it’s right, it’ll just happen.
Don’t worry about reading the books as mentioned above but instead make your own book.. it would be a lot more fun to live your life and make lots of mistakes rather than live someone life :o|