Hello! I am suffering Mental illness (Schizophrenia) over 10 years. During this 10 years, I have to deal many obstacles. I dropped out from college since my GPA score was low. My ex gf left me 7 years ago and I never can't get a stable job. I understood this society doesn't need me. I can't be positive and I am such a failure for everything. I can't see any bright future in this city. I wish I can disappear in this world now.

It doesn't matter you want to be my friend or not. I hope someone can understand my suffering and willing to speak to me.

Thank you for reading!

Pls seek for professional help.

Volunteer work also help to connect with society and people.

No much japanese girl can help unless they are professional back ground counselling etc.

If you would like to resolve in your life, step out for your first effort.