I know it can be hard and cold out there.. especially after having lots of good times and dirty sex and then suddenly nothing.. some may tell you to persevere or get help from friends or stay in school. but don’t listen to them.. you need to start doing drugs and having lots of sex with strangers on the internet. only then the pain will decrease and get replaced by dirty sex and drugs and alcohol. also watch porn. I know you may think I’m crazy, but the wisdom you get from watching porn can be better than what you get from Animal channel.